If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late

 Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
 Would you live each moment like your last?
 Leave old pictures in the past?

 Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?
If today was your last day...
could you say goodbye to yesterday?

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I can't help but think that i've changed over the past few years.. i've put up too many walls around me, because every time i let someone in, my own vulnerability consumes me. i wish other people's opinions and actions didn't affect me so much. i remember people who have come and gone, and i wonder what has become of them... i want to be friends with those whom i've lost contact with, some have shown me how to love and to live and to be carefree. maybe if i had the chance to go back in time i would do things differently. what would've happened if i had made different choices? what if? what if i hadn't broken up with an ex boyfriend, what if i tried harder to keep that childhood best friend, what if i knew back then what i found out too late?